Gen-86

I lost meaning through & through

I lost it all…

Fighting so much for a dream

Struggling to achieve lifes biggest deceit

As a toddler born into a cage with a beast

What meaning holds to race? When your walking around street machines

If I need to keep alive

I must be a peasant or a king

Accepting the heat of each destiny

The remorse of deciding, choosing

While something lies dormant at my feet

Who am I? If to help, love, have fun

I need whatever these children find, to be or not to be

I die in my dreams

I lick the blood of ignorant beings

“I lost meaning” he said..

Alone I’ll drift away..

Seperate, to never be found, to never be loved

What is to have meaning?

To entertain?

To have control over the rain?

To kill a mans church or holy space?

To give or to take?

Tell me what is to have meaning…

Till then..

Death

I’ve seen you around the edges of the street

This obscure,  mist of dark and deep

I’ve seen them call you, as their own name, as family

But, it feels like deceit

A viral disease tested to deep, to ink and paper

A writer fell from dusk and no sleep

Red iris, red lips, black hair

A song from the top to her tips..

Death come at me..

Dressed as a woman loving my sleep

Could I find, someone or a warm body to love?

I’m specially dressed for this

Black, red details to our kiss

Soft Jasmine resting at the beds white sheets

Death come as the wind, as the life in trees

Kiss me or best, please me

Disregard, but, the sound of my voice

I’ve seen them bloody, ignorant to where they’ll go

Labeled greed, to polish a personal goal

Death to you a flower, life to you my sword

A-Z

I’ve been signing a lonely song

A tempest has grown strong

Unveiling my awareness

Meanwhile I dream of you, senseless

Made stone from glimmers of the truth

How beautiful can it be?

Outside these places forged in my mind

Like a blacksmith i’ll bend it for me, like time

I found a coat in the mist of snow

Whispering ‘to places you’ll go

Outside of labels, outside of torture

Love will grow

Spirit drops in the form of wind

Like water blessing a heart alone

Trust me, if death sees you to the bone

Light, fire and might

I’ll use to pierce and mold heaven tonight

3 meters above my feet i’ll carve

Under the stars, under the beams of sound

A sea of a better past or tomorrow

Drown with me! Until the feathers cry tears

Let this ship be guided by a moon shedding leer

Let it be forever night if the sun is to be feared

Rival, there’s pages to survival

Equity to sound baby pacifiers

There’s no need for mixed intentions

Amongst simple cables, simple routers

Tonight i”ll let a flag turn black and ship me far

Good night, sleep sound