What is currently holding me back? Could it be the spiritual? Could it be the mental? Maybe a distant power that succumbs to my reputation or maybe just something I’m not addressing like I should. This feels so awkward and as something I can’t change for myself. What is the meaning of personal space, if I feel like I’m being exhausted of my own. What is this bullshit?
There’s been some many people that believe I favor them or even that I had the utmost pleasure in seeing them do their thing. I don’t have a boss you know. It takes my personal space to oblivion. Plus, people that don’t love you will always take the best of you or play with your worst. Are you understanding what I mean? So the real question is, what the fuck is happening in my present that my mental state and spiritual feels contaminated by something?
I know some people overthink me sometimes, just because they never had the chance of hurting me like they wanted. I’m an Ace bro, I won’t take any shit from anyone. Imagine being against the sword and the stone all your life. Fighting for your personal space even in your sleep. If you have any belief in life, you could tell the difference between right from wrong or even Shepard to sheep.
I really expect this to end. This, I’m your god bullshit. For those that don’t understand the last statement. Some times the mental state can be tricky and it could influence as any other drug. In addition, people could try to be your conscience and some even break their bones trying. So, I don’t know what’s currently happening in my atmosphere. But, I’m pretty sure it’s not me.
So people, this is why I’m selecting to be alone. To wander and not feel any attachment to those who think of me to lightly. Even the women try to under mind you with some manipulative bullshit and since I don’t plan on going deep in you. I’m going to mind my own space.
I mean, what the fuck is happening with personal space?